Beta Fairy

I thought I am now free  From you, but you still live in my mind rent-free. You are like a disease, Because now I am never at ease. I thought you were the one, But you were just another bum. You just wanted to get laid. For me, one day, these memories will fade, But for you, I hope they follow you to your grave.

I thought I was your muse, But you were just trying to misuse Your power. All you were after was my flower. I thought life finally gave me a good surprise, But you were just a bad man in disguise. First I got greedy, Then I got needy. I thought you were kind, But you were just manipulating my mind. You fooled me, used me, confused me, So much that I couldn't even find me. You were just like all the other guys. You were full of lies.

Did I do something wrong? Or was this a conspiracy all along? Can I make things right? Or is what's happening already right? My story doesn't seem to make sense to me - It's been this way for sometime.